Uncharted Desert Isle

It's just easier not to post, and people get busy, but I figure since I still check in on the flist daily I should maybe contribute some words as well.

My flist has certainly gotten quieter. I remember when I could not keep up! Primarily that was the SPN fandom - my S&H friends were never that loud on LJ. S&H for me was a yahoo groups thing, though the starsky_hutch LJ comm helped me migrate here.

I also remember the frustration of trying to download ALL THOSE SPN stories, and clicking what occasionally amounted to a ridiculous number of entries and continued entries to get at a whole verse. Do you know I used to copy/paste stories in MS word and save them as docs? I bet more than a few of us did. I mean, I have tons of stories still on my computer in doc format. So much work! I tried to keep up, which was impossible really.

Before LJ, I was immersed in S&H stories, and by God I PRINTED those out. Still have a bookshelf full of the printouts, and then another shelf of the printed zines (including my own two) in my bedroom.

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Unrelated, but: SPN's Jeremy Carver is such a disappointing shower runner for me. I was afraid of him after I couldn't for the life of me keep interest in the last show he ran (Being Human), though I loved the original British version (first three seasons, anyway). Sucks because of gems like SPN Christmas ep and the like. He still can write some killer episodes on occasion (I loved S8 ender ep). So anyway, when I get an episode I really enjoy as opposed to it being merely watchable, it makes me happy. I enjoyed, so much, the Sam POV we got last episodes in "Book of the Damned" and "The Werther Project." I like how Sam and Dean have been really together and in the lovely, unhealthily codependent relationship I know and love.

Oh, story rec: The Outlaw Torn by LaughableLament. Old school first-time with plenty of UST until it's, well, resolved:) Expertly written in my opinion, classic in all the best ways of good Wincest fiction. Killer Dean voice, Sammy the irrestible tease and always, always, the clever, irritating little brother.

Another thing: I looked forward with great anticipation to the premiere of Orphan Black, a thing that was handily trashed when my phobia regarding eyes/eye damage sent me into a panicked fit. Made me pretty sick and upset that day. I try to avoid seeing that stuff, but that shit don't come with warnings.
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Whew, plenty of rambling! I guess I posted then, yeah?

(via caranfindel)

spoilery as to last night's episode, so behind a cut -

what if Abaddon's not really dead (I have no idea how that might have happened, just that her death seemed too easy) and possesses Sam? And Dean has to kill him to kill Abaddon?

my kids have these and love them - I'm thinking about buying some for myself

And I just wanted to add that I appreciated your replies about Gracie the dog - she's still here with us. No one ever tried to come back and get her. I'm making her homemade food! Never thought I'd do that again:)

Sam in a ponytail, I figured one day it would happen on the show and I just had to post it:

It's short, Wincest, and fucked up. Sam's kind of peripheral and I didn't get much of a read on his character (I felt some distaste for him here, and I credit the POV with that one), but he's important. This is Dean's POV and he's a conflicted, violent mess, brilliantly done - yet I felt sorry for him, like in this version of the SPN world, Dean never had a chance. He's scary. No happies.
My Loose Thread by sasquatchbean

Title: Shattering The Cage by chokeonirony 
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sam and Dean find themselves and each other... via copious amounts of sex.
Warnings: Messy, unsafe and disorganised but generally consensual BDSM. Kinks including but not limited to d/s, dirty talk, voyeurism, orgasm denial, biting, marking, bondage, knife play. Also a fair bit of angst.

This is incredible, incendiary, much more than the summary would lead you to believe, and it's the author's first posting to the fandom. Unbelievable. It's not just about sex, but it's all about sex. This is about what's built and has been building, whole body, mind surrender, sensory surrender, trust and what it means to give all that up to another. Wonderful Dean POV.

I think someone said in the comments that we get a Sam without layers, down at his core. YES.  

Dean keeps holding his breath, watching him sideways as they drive through the village. But maybe for the first time Sam can understand how it feels to have a glass cage inside. How little it takes to shatter.