SPN finale etc

[kassidy62]

It blew me away. I was so excited! Been disappointed with this season in general, then perked up my ears a few episodes ago. Lapsed back into "it's okay-ness" last episode. Really it's about keeping some continuity for the characters and the events and about showing that intensity that the Js have been able to display between them. I like my Winchesters co-dependent (hey, it's not real). I'd watch forever if that happened.

I seriously thought Jared was incredible. I didn't know he had that level in him after a season of wondering where the hell Sam had gone to, emotionally. And Dean, what is with him, that he can do that 'I'll take care of you, little brother" thing and it feels like a warm blanket? I mean, it's physical.

I had kind of hoped they'd seal off heaven so that the angels were a done deal, frankly. But this could have possibilities.

In other news, I haven't been posting much because life is upside down and topsy turvy, nothing comes with a guarantee and for some reason I had hoped it would by the time I was this old. I've gotten myself an unspecified auto-immune disease (maybe lupus, maybe connective tissue disease or some such shit) and am taking a batch of pills once a week (I call it Pillmageddon). Good times. Not really.

Under my pseudonym I am writing again at least - a sequel for Beneath the Neon Moon (a werewolf story). I'm guessing it'll come in around the 50,000 mark and if so, it'll be the longest I've ever written. But I'm horrible at estimating so we'll see. Could go longer.

Anyway, the episode got me crashing into my own account, evidently:) Just haven't posted much.

Comments

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

aw, it's good to hear from you:) I hope you are doing well and will see you again online soon. Writing is lovely, lovely stuff - just feeling some enthusiasm for a storyline isn't always doable. But hey, sometimes it is, and that's a happy place for me when I am.

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

I had kind of hoped they'd seal off heaven so that the angels were a done deal, frankly. But this could have possibilities.

I felt that way, too. Fallen angels, Cas without his grace, and the Winchesters being as co-dependent as ever. DEAN WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR SAM! :D

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

Their co-dependence is amazing, incredible stuff. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT SCENE at the end last night with them. I love how Sam let it all hang out, all that pain, and how Dean responded. You see how they feed into each other and you know - this is one of those shows you will always remember. I've had a few - S&H of course, ASJ, POTA, and now this, but the intensity of the leads, their chemistry and their feelings for each other, that crown belongs to S&H and SPN.

[troyswann.livejournal.com]

Hey! Jeez, I'm sorry to hear about Pillmageddon. That sucks. And the "unspecified" thing has got to be pretty frustrating. I hope it gets specified soon and you can stop being so topsy-turvy.

I'm glad to hear about the writing. *pom poms*

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

ah, the docs don't think it *matters* which one it is, since they treat that group of auto-immune problems the same way. But *I* personally would like to know. It took me years to get someone to listen to me about something being wrong, and in the meantime all this secondary symptomatic stuff was happening as a result, so talk about frustration!

But yes, writing:)))

[hardboiledbaby]

:-( I'm sorry about Pillmageddon, but I hope the meds are helping. Yay writing! *\o/* xoxo

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

the pills slow down the AI responses, so yeah, they are helping, though there will never be a cure. I wish.
YES. WRITING!!

[hardboiledbaby]

Well, let's say they don't have a cure right now, okay? *hugs*