vidding/writing
Apr. 22nd, 2005 09:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kassidy62So I FINALLY finished my story for the zine I'm doing. I sent it off to my betas with fear in my heart (because that's the way I am, and these women are tough. Good, but tough) and I get one reply with a reasonable amount of edits and a lot of compliments. Very wonderful compliments, coming from this lady, because I know she won't lie to me. She said she got a lot of "physical reactions" !!!!!**&! (so I guess my sex scenes weren't laughable) and not all were just sexual, either. I hope it didn't want to make her puke!
My other beta lady gave me a few edits and not much in the way of comments at all, so I'm wondering if the story isn't to her taste. That's me, always wondering if I've fallen short somehow. There is no peace for the perpetually esteem-challenged. (Otherwise known as the "oh I suck" syndrome.) No matter, my heart tells me the story is pretty fucking damned good, so I'm going to believe my heart for now.
I'm having this horrible itch to do an AU type story where I really just half-way kill Mr. Hutchinson. I mean, go for it, down and dirty, put him through hell, strip him of his humanity. Can you see a pretty blond Hutchinson half-dead in the dirt somewhere? Then maybe I can have Starsky bring him back. Wonder why I've got such a powerful urge to lay the guy so low? (Pheral's probably all happy with the whumping thoughts, aren't you?;)
Then I've got these VIDS in my head that won't go away. About three for S&H and about the same for ASJ. I have pretty concrete ideas for all of them, never mind all the other songs floating around I'd like to play with. What's a person to do? There is NOT enough time in the world!
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Date: 2005-04-27 07:46 pm (UTC)lol, well, not quite that drastic ;) I was already a slash fan from other fandoms, but I just mean that your vid showed me S&H (sidenote: which, um, I consider the only 'real' slash now). I don't know. S&H has changed my life in some ways, and it's because of your vid that I found it. Craziness. You are teh awesome :)
*crosses fingers for orphan table*