SPN 3.16, and I have no willpower and what to do?

[kassidy62]

I'm at about episode 3.5 now. Next weekend I'm running away with my girlfriends and will surely catch up to the rest of the season.However, the season cliffhanger comes on Thursday, we'll be leaving Friday night or Saturday. I have already seen the preview and am almost (and wouldn't that be a relief) speechless. 

Problem: In an appalling display, I've exhibited absolutely no willpower since the return of episodes after the strike, reading reviews and LJs about the current episodes, and I'm going to let myself be SPOILED when I could wait 48 hours and find out on my own? God I'm weak. I am ASHAMED.

What the hell do I do? Get drunk, hide my laptop, hide out in the basement? I am NOT HAPPY WITH MYSELF. I don't know if I can resist!

Comments

[simonesa.livejournal.com]

Am ded after last night. All kinds of awesome. I would not have any will power if I was you either. Did you see Sam?! OMG Dean! Somuchlove

Next week will surely kill me.

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

no, I didn't see Sam - whatwhatwhat? I love Sam! And Dean!! what happened? and how are you helping me, here, by the way - tempting me????

[simonesa.livejournal.com]

LOL. You know it will be August at the earliest before the season 3 set is available. And I heard major crackdown on torrents. Whatever will you do? Whatever will *I* do?! This is gonna be a long summer. I just know the cliffhanger next week will kill me ded.

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

oh, you underestimate me - I have 15 of 16 episodes this year already downloaded and on my laptop so I can watch them in order - no way I'm waiting until August!!!! (the very thought - auuugh!)

As for the cliffhanger - GOD, I watched the preview online and I'm already ded. We will be ded together.

[tipitiwitchet.livejournal.com]

Baby, what you have barely qualifies as a basement-stay out of there!

Those little cut tags? Stop clicking on them. I know you have the will to do it. *sad face* Don't get all ahead of me. It's lonely back here.

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

I don'tIdon'tIdont HEEEEEEELLLLLPPPP. I'm not ahead of you sorta, still dying to see it all but I'm disturbed BECAUSE I CAN'T HELP MYSELF IT'S WORSE THAN BUYING PERFUME ON IMPULSE CAN'T STOPPPPPPPP
PLEASE ADVISE.
beggingly yours
spoiler bitch

You Gotta

[keri1006.livejournal.com]

I don't think it would be good for your health to wait. I think you should get spoiled even before Thursday and then tell me all about it because I Can't Wait That Long!

Re: You Gotta

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

Well, you're helpful! There's something very cool about a friend who says, "nah, you're okay, just do it!" hee.

Since it's not yet Thursday and I haven't had a chance to spoil myself completely, I did the next best thing and watched the preview to the episode:)

Re: You Gotta

[keri1006.livejournal.com]

I'm the encouraging type?

Wasn't the preview amazing?! Poor broken Sammy. Poor dead Dean. I think this one will be legendary H/C., even considering how high the bar was set with "All Hell Breaks Loose."

BTW, I've watched every ep of SPN since it first came on, but I don't read or write in the fandom, or even know where the fandom hangs out. I'm still a mono-fandom, forever in Bay City kind of gal, but those Winchester boys are incredibly intoxicating. If I was ever going to cheat on *my* boys, well, I'd be cheating with the Winchesters.

I practice fidelity by never searching for the fiction that I know is all over the place.

Re: You Gotta

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

I will ALWAYS love the Bay City boys - that won't ever change. And I'll always be reading the fiction, too - you know how I love fan fiction. But there's a darkness that's available in SPN, I think because of the very nature of the show and really, the fandom, and there's very few limitations, which floats my boat. Considering I have written original fiction in horror, I'm really at home with SPN. And I have found some incredible fiction, both gen and Wincest (and wrote a little bitty one myself, which I'll post here sometime soon:)

You know, I never even got into SPN show until a few months ago - it was a slow grower for me. And now we've got two shows in common - I'm so glad:)

Re: You Gotta

[keri1006.livejournal.com]

I will ALWAYS love the Bay City boys - that won't ever change.


Of course not!


And I'll always be reading the fiction, too - you know how I love fan fiction.

That I do:)

But there's a darkness that's available in SPN, I think because of the very nature of the show and really, the fandom, and there's very few limitations, which floats my boat. Considering I have written original fiction in horror, I'm really at home with SPN.


That makes total sense to me. And the darkness in SPN is just there--a completely natural thing, whereas one has to look harder for it in SH.

And I have found some incredible fiction, both gen and Wincest (and wrote a little bitty one myself, which I'll post here sometime soon:)

And yours I'll read and I know I'll love it:)

I feel like I'm about to do a Seinfeld imitation with he whole "not that there's anything wrong with that" kind of thing, but I mean it. I have absolutely no issues with anyone enjoying the Wincest, and I'll pick up a sign (do we have signs?) and walk a line defending anyone's rights to read and write what they enjoy, but I know for me it won't ever be my thing. I watch the show in a gen universe. But I still get to keep my "I Am a Big Old Slasher" union card:)

You know, I never even got into SPN show until a few months ago - it was a slow grower for me. And now we've got two shows in common - I'm so glad:)

Me, too!

And, hey it doesn't matter how long it took you to get on board, 'cause you're on board now!

You know, I saw Jensen in a play a few months ago--he's even purtier in person, and I say that even though Sammy is my favorite. Give me a cerebral, guilt-ridden guy with long legs and I'm there every time:)

Re: You Gotta

[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

You know, I saw Jensen in a play a few months ago--he's even purtier in person, and I say that even though Sammy is my favorite. Give me a cerebral, guilt-ridden guy with long legs and I'm there every time:)

We are SO alike in this - I'm exactly the same way. Sammy's my favorite, but I adore Dean. The actor is incredible, and the chemistry between the two guys is so touching.

I feel like I'm about to do a Seinfeld imitation with he whole "not that there's anything wrong with that" kind of thing, but I mean it. I have absolutely no issues with anyone enjoying the Wincest, and I'll pick up a sign (do we have signs?) and walk a line defending anyone's rights to read and write what they enjoy, but I know for me it won't ever be my thing. I watch the show in a gen universe. But I still get to keep my "I Am a Big Old Slasher" union card:)

I can understand that - supporting someone's interest without being into it yourself, sure. I can't really even explain why Wincest works for me. When I first started reading slash. I didn't get it and I was thinking, "what in the world?" and "why?" but open-minded, just trying to see why people liked it. I honestly had no clue. I wonder if that sort of initial pondering about slash itself provided me with the easy leap I made to reading and enjoying Wincest, because slash is a fantasy thing for me and not something I needed to think was really *happening* within the boundaries of the show's canon or in the actor's lives, necessarily, but still something I adore and enjoy immensely as an take-off/growth that arose from the original. I think it's okay (and a huge relief to me because I have ALWAYS resented being boxed in or told what I'm supposed to like or dislike or approve or disapprove of) to have a disconnect between what you enjoy reading or fantasizing about vs. what your attitude might be about certain real life issues - it all gets too weighty for me to impose conditions on things that I need to be able to be really free with. Hope that makes sense?