my bones

[kassidy62]

My bones feel all exposed. I bet that doesn't make sense. Like you can see my insides. I need to burrow or something. I need armor. And I hate my neighbors.

Also, I started reading A Monster By Any Other Name (which I and others just call Freak Camp) and I'm horrified and enthralled and sort of ... grieving.  I sucked down most of the first part today. It's long. Nothing I love better than a good, long story. It's not an easy read. It's powerful. Terrible, unimaginable things happen to one of the Winchesters. I love how both the guys are written so far. The love!

I don't understand how things will ever be fixed.

Part 2 just started going up and I'm grieving already, reading THE FIRST CHAPTER. But then my bones are exposed, so go figure.

I feel a tiny bit like when I read the end of In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida by black_regalia & calicokat, though the ending for this one will not be the same as for that epic (trying not to spoil anything here, but the authors of Freak Camp have already told us that in general terms.)  It's just tearing me up. That IS a compliment. I am in awe of the authors, Brose and Lavinia.

gryphon2k, I got your email, thanks:) You are chugging along.

C, love you. As you know. But it never hurts.

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[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Also, I started reading A Monster By Any Other Name

I have that one downloaded. Everyone's told me how good it is, so I'm going to try hard to read it.

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[kassidy62.livejournal.com]

It's hard for me to say, here, read this, and figure if you or any person in particular will enjoy it, because what goes on is just horrendous in some parts, and the boys are young, and that plays out as to how both of them react to stuff, making it a little more realistic and more horrifying, too. Which is why I mention that I grieved over it - the combination of youth and the brutality is awfully hard, and at one point the saturation of the bad stuff was overdone for me. But the SamandDean bond is so touching and the whole thing is very affecting, IMO.

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[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

I'm branching out more and more into the harder stories (for me), so even if I can't make it through this time, I might be able to again in the future.