For real, I don' think I even have a copy of my first ever fan fic. It was Witchblade fandom, though, and I was like 15. I think it was probably really bad, but I didn't write anything else for 4 or 5 years, and that probably wasn't much better. You really do get better with practise and heh, yeah, that stuff can be a little embarrassing when you look back at it. If it still exists anywhere, it's probably lurking in the sludge of the pit of voles somewhere.