I'm sorry to hear that things have been so hard. Life, why so difficult? Great news about the job, though. That's got to ease up some of the stress, if only peripherally for now. Having gone through a hard time this fall, myself, I know how it can weigh you down and how, even when immediate crises pass, getting out from under it is like trying to erode a stone with an eye-dropper sometimes. I hope, though, that things get better soon.