Oh honey you are SO COOL. Don't ever think otherwise.

I hope you figure all the stuff out--or if you don't (since really, do we ever? I think that at least for me the key to happiness is not minding having very little clue about anything *g*) that you at least enjoy the process. And you know, if you post an "am alive" I'll jump up and scream SHE'S ALIVE! and maybe glomp you virtually.

*glomps you virtually*