oh wow, the story really affected you and not really in a good way. My thought on it was that Lilith being a demon, and not only a demon but the first one, special in Lucifer's eyes, meant that she had to be truly black-hearted and evil, and I hoped to write her in a horrific way and in a way that the show hadn't really brought home to me.
Thank you for telling me you liked the writing:)