from the author, duckondebut:
AU after 1.18: Something Wicked. References events that’ve happened s2 through s5.
Summary: Sam and Dean are immortal now. Yeah. It’s that simple, and that complicated.
Warnings: Vague general series spoilers, some swearing. AND GUYS. This is very dark. Torture, violence, references to suicide and suicidal tendencies are contained within.
Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep
original wish: http://insmallpackages.livejournal.com/
blackrabbit42 asked for a drabble- solo Sam fic... masturbating at college, thinking of Dean.
So tired, but sleep won't come.
Fingers pinch, stiffen a nipple. Move lower, scrawling down his flat belly. Circling, squeezing, calluses rough against the head of his cock.
It’s not enough; never can be or will be in the lonely narrow bed. Not until he closes his eyes. Then no one can see them or make them stop.
He whispers the name in the dark. Dean.
Dean’s grasping hands, swollen mouth, avid eyes. Always waiting for Sam.
He strokes himself hard and rough. Breath catches in his throat, god, come roping over his chest.
Always, always, Sam comes for him.
I answered hardboiledbaby's prompt for Alias Smith and Jones, Heyes/Curry, double or nothing -
"Maybe I didn't understand the nature of the bet, exactly," Curry panted, grabbing the slender iron of the headboard.
"Now Kid, nobody made you wager double or nothing against me," Heyes said, thrusting his hips so that Curry arched beneath him, groaning. "And trust me when I tell you," he whispered, leaning close to Curry's ear, "I have big plans for you."
We also saw Blood Ties (awesome, powerful female lead and also: vampire torture), Battlestar Galactica (the one where Leoben is interrogated by Starbuck), Legend of the Seeker (I don't know her name, but it had the anti-Jeannie chick with the long blonde braid and she'd strung Richard up and poked him with A STICK) and Supernatural (Mystery Spot, I will never not love it). And the season one finale of The Borgias. And there was hot apple juice with cinnamon, cloves and brandy. Ah, it makes the whole house smell wonderful. And we had a couple of folks stay the night.
And Yuletide reveals are here, and gryphon2k , I'm kind of mortified. I did NOT recognize you as my POTA author, which is so insane because of how I've read and examined your stories so much, but it wasn't Pete whump and it was kind of a solemn thing, something the series could have expanded upon, and anyway I'm feeling foolish. But I want to give you a big hug and tell you how much I appreciate the gift! And how glad I am we're back in touch, so much:))) And then there's Gehayi, Ankaret, EmmaDeMarais, and Quillori for their lovely, original gifts to me. I enjoyed my plenitude of gifts very VERY much.
And I can tell you I wrote two stories! Something in the Guns - The Walking Dead (tv series) fandom, with Daryl Dixon and Andrea featured; and The Beating of Her Bound Heart - my take on Little Red Riding Hood, dark and definitely a revisionist take. I had lots of fun, and then I did something thoughtless, though my intentions were actually good, and felt very bad for it. But I'd rather leave that behind now.
Happiest of New Years to you all. Last year was pretty much, uh, not good, so here's hoping for better.
There is a section of this episode where you cannot take the bottle from your lips between drinks. I actually fell behind. Whew.
On a related note, I should honestly stop reading SPN interviews. Feels like more of the same and quite honestly puts me off. That's probably more than enough said - I don't really engage anymore in online fandom debate (exhausting and mostly like talking religion - I'd rather write or maybe stick chewed gum in my hair or drown in toilet water). But still, frustrating enough to me with my leanings and personal viewpoint of the characters that I sort of wish I didn't like the show anymore.
Also, zombie info most wonderful, referred to me by Cass: Five Scientific Reasons a Zombie Apocalypse Could Actually Happen
Also, went to see X-Men Origins: Wolverine today. In typical fashion for me, I now want to read some hopefully good Wolverine/Gambit fiction. I know NOTHING about the X-Men, comics or movies. Just this one movie.
Annnd have a picture from the lake where I picked my 8 year old up from this morning (she went camping with the Brownies):